I guess I just feel left out. Like I'm not important anymore.

Because if anyone who didn't know saw all her social media stuff, they probably wouldn't be able to tell she has a girlfriend. Or wouldn't be able to pick out who the girlfriend is.

I feel kinda like nothing.

But today is probably just a bad day.

And even though she skypes with people who aren't me all the time, and calls lots of people who aren't me beautiful, and talks about everyone under the sun but me... it doesn't matter.

And I need to stop caring about it.

Cos caring just makes me sadder

i guess when she calls other people beautiful, it makes me sad, because she never calls me beautiful anymore.

but i'm trying not to let it get to me