Drowning

I guess I just don't know what to do. I think that's become of staple of how I've felt lately. I think I say that phrase every single day.

And I'm so sick of asking for advice and people telling me to break up with her. That's not what I want. I just want things to be better.

But I'm here crying and alone and wondering why the hell I'm in this fucked up relationship.

But somehow I don't wanna leave.

I just need help.